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Old 10-15-2011, 07:35 PM   #6
howdensl
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Nancy- I've had one of those dreams. It was soooooo beautiful. I went through like a flash forward of all the events though. At the store when my water broke, rushing to the hospital, holding my precious daughter. I looked down and could actually see her gorgeous little face. I can still smell her new baby smell. She was perfect. My perfect angel. So soft , warm and she fit in my arms so well. I can still see her face the dream was so vivid. Sometimes I wonder if its my future daughter or the baby I lost ...

Its hard to keep my hopes high and my foot in the TTC door. Things are very hard on me, all the cycles and the AF is pure torture. But I guess we just have to chin up and push ahead hoping to have that dream come a reality
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