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Old 03-22-2010, 02:14 PM   #21
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I recently had a loss and these poems are a beautiful expression of how I have been feeling. You have a wonderful talent and I thank you for sharing it.
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Old 04-13-2010, 05:29 PM   #22
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Those are beautiful
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Old 12-11-2011, 05:36 AM   #23
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So I thought I'd add a few Ive written as well. this first one I wrote back in 2009. I had just gotten the ok to TTC again after dealing with an infection after we had our son. and we got pregnant so fast. it was unreal, I mean, we tried for so long the first time and this one literally, first cycle, no drugs, no charting, we were still forming a game plan and there it was. 19 days. it seems like such a short time, and yet, you become so unbelievably attached. bonded. it becomes so real.

Pale Heart

today i feel like giving up
the dream feels so far from home
today I feel enough's enough
just overwhelmingly alone

the pain insides a different shade
than anyone else can see
and without hope I compromise
fade slowly by degree

my heart once strong with youthful hope
it beat with strength and pride
but through the years the color fades
and the dreams been put aside

staggered breathing, labored truth
stabbed by honesty
the hardest part is all the while
his love stood right by me

I feel Ive failed you, not given enough
in the open is all I lack
his heart beats strongly, picks me up
insists its back on track

but I cannot change the way Im made
or my own deficiencies
all i can offer is whole untainted love
and the broken parts of me

My pale heart beats 9 million times
and everytime it does
It beats for him, and for my son
and the child I didnt get to love.

I have a few more, Ill find them and post later perhaps. they are all hard copy (aka I only scribble emotional nonsense on paper with a pen)
Tia (29) & Matt (29)
TTC #1 04/2002 ~ BFP 01/2008

DS Tyler
- 08/30/08 via c-section
TTC #2 since 12/08
~L'espoir est plus fort que le désespoir. Accrochez-vous à vos rêves. Et ne jamais abandonner.~

~Hope is stronger than despair. Hold on to your dreams. And never give up.~

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Old 01-29-2012, 01:41 PM   #24
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That is beautiful Tia
Kari (31) DH (30)
Dx: Thin PCOS 2008, Ashermans Syndrome 2011
DD: 11/8/09 (most beautiful girl in the world)
DS: 3/31/13 (my little heartbreaker)
DS2: 6/3/14 (mamas baby)

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